ok so I think I have developed some kind of social anxiety post pandemic now I know that is kinda normal but I also think it is more because of the environment I live in. 

I am a queer woman in Florida... so not that helpful. Even the women I am dating a bit sound more used to it than anything but I obviously dont feel comfortable holding hands in public or anything - being my normal affectionate self. 

I get to leave Florida whenever I want but a lot of people arent as lucky ya know?