Watching a video last night about some 30yr old not have worked his entire life but sitting in home all day playing video games and living under parents finical support hit me so bad personally because I’m in my mid20s and feels like I already wasted my early 20s in my thoughts. I can’t even seem to realize and accept the fact I’ve been basically living life in my head but not the actual reality of life. Despite working few jobs here and there but not able to keep the consistency going made me realize like I need to get my life together.

For most part, I feel like reason I’m behind in life is not because of anxiety fear or something but it’s the lack of clarity and direction. Currently in community college hoping to pursue education in radiology tech but seeing the massive trend where majority of people tend to go for the tech field is crazy. I heard the money is good and bunch of potential opportunities to succeeded. And other part is lack of work experience. Only have fast food & retail jobs. Yet nowadays, majority of people work remotely.

There is just so many things to fix in life but honestly can’t seem to find willpower and proper roadmap to overcome this problem. Going back and forth but no sign of action is shown. Time is just running out day by day