I dont know how older people lived through wars because it is seriously feeling like shit is hitting the fan. I cannot believe it honestly. I keep trying to seek out old people and what they think of this time and their reactions run the gambit from apathy to complete shock. It is a little disheartening to be honest. 

I am seeking comfort and trying to do all the right things by getting involved in my community I guess but it does not feel like enough. And now I am so paranoid because social media is like all bots now???? WHAT??? so yeah just wanted to check in with these people because you guys don't feel like bots....yet...LOL